Break of Dawn

For a first time blogger like me, writing away and yapping away is a new found delightful experience.In a world we all live in where you constantly have to keep yourself bothered about what you say in front of a certain category of people (Read: Everyone), a space to unwind and be completely at ease with yourself is nothing short of a haven...
Since I've probably been too busy with my selfish interests in scrapping friends on orkut,I have never checked out anybody's blogs before and thus this will be entirely about what i'll be upto in my modest brain at all times....
Right now, my state of mind is HAPPY. Content. Grateful to Him for all I have and for all He's thought i'm worthy of having...There have been times in my life when the world is closing in on me and I've felt the storms disrupting the blue sky i've loved to live beneath.Agreed, these situations have been the ones I've invited upon myself. I've put myself through the trenches I never knew existed. Blame it on adolescence, blame it on naivety, blame it on blind trust that I had in my "friends". But the fact remains that it was my doing that I've endured all I have.
The happiness today comes from the change in circumstances which I have consistently worked on to change. The awareness that i impose on myself. The rules I make for myself and strive to abide by. Slowly but surely, things have changed...And by that I mean, I am a step closer to where I want to be.
Constantly in the process of making an introspection in my own mind, am very critical of myself. So that should make me rectify flaws constantly n sooner or later I should theoretically achieve perfection. So thats my AIM, to be everything I want to be. Inching towards it, am taking one step at a time.
I honestly believe that one life is way way too short for anyone to live it to the hilt. There's only one thing everyone strives for, and thats happiness. Happiness that can be derived from fulfilling an ambition, living upto loved ones' expectations, making a lot of money, dating/marrying a person he's always only dreamed about...It can be anything that a person WANTS to do, but the end result is always the same, its to be HAPPY. I believe in making the most of what I have and smiling each day away...Whenever I've done something I've WANTED to do, I've never regretted. Ironically, whenever I've done things I am SUPPOSED to do, the result has not always been the same...
So, today, here I am, trying to squeeze the optimum from any situation that confronts me. So, just for the day (atleast) am HAPPY!